This past week I have come to the realization that the second time around is definitely harder, more intense. Everything seems to be more noticeable and painful than I remember when I was pregnant with Rachel. Saturday we went to Chinese Buffet with some friends for dinner and I think I ate a little too much because when I woke up in the morning on Sunday I was in pain! I couldn't tell if it was gas pains or if it was muscle tightening. I ate some breakfast but that didn't really help. I just ended up crying to Josh and sitting on the couch for a while. It ended up going away after a while but geeze! I don't remember ever feeling like that with Rachel! I don't know it just feels like this time I am feeling EVERYTHING! Hmmm, I wonder if it gets better or worse the bigger I get....
One awesome thing this week though! I finally felt my little move for real! I was laying down in bed and had my hand on my stomach and I felt the little one push up against it! It was kicking and hitting and wiggling around. It was great. Such a weird sensation but amazing at the same time. Another thing that is just weird to me is that I am almost half way down with this pregnancy and I can still wear my prepregnancy clothes! I feel like I am smaller than I was with Rachel! Oh well. I'm sure it will come and catch up with me in the next couple months.
Thoughts and feelings about being mommy to my beautiful little girls.
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