I wasn't able to do an update last week because our internet got turned off and then we ended up going to Missouri for the weekend, but it's been pretty much the same ever since I found out I was pregnant.
The constant feeling of nausea. Anything and absolutely everything make me want to gag. The other day, Rachel had a dirty diaper and it was in the morning and oh my goodness, I nearly threw up on her. I had just had a glass of water and there was water all over her floor. It was nasty!!! And then if I have to wash the dishes and there is a little bit of leftover food on them it will make me want to gag. And now when Rachel's diaper pale is even a little bit full the smell of the diapers in her room is cause for gagging. I am SO done with this. I wish I could just skip the first trimester and go straight to feeling good and feeling the little one move and not have to deal with this!
Other than that I am enjoying being pregnant. I feel like I am starting to show a little bit but I'm not too sure. When a bump starts making it's presence I will definitely post some pictures.
I still have not been able to go to the doctor yet. I did call them but I have to have my Medicaid number before they can see me. So it probably won't be for another month or so. It does kinda bother me that I haven't gone it yet but the doctor didn't seem too worried. When I called the office I was able to talk to the doctor herself for about 15 minutes just voicing my concerns and questions. It was so nice. I am really looking forward to when I can meet her and see my baby for the first time.
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Dearest Little One,
I just want to say that I love you and am blessed to have you growing inside of me. I do wish that you wouldn't make me feel like I have to gag every second of the day. But I do love you. You stay strong and grow nice and big for me. I love you and can't wait to see you.
Love, Momma
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