This week I have been a lot more hormonal. I have been irritated about everything and don't know why. When Rachel starts whining I can't handle it. There have been a couple times where I have responded sharper than I wanted to and hurt her little feelings. I hate when I do that. I just need to know that this is going to happen and that I need to take a breath and hopefully be able to respond the correct way.
I have been feeling pretty good overall. There are still moments when I get nauseous but it hasn't been as bad as it was before which I am grateful for. I just have to stay on top of my meals and I feel good.
To go with the annoyed title, I still haven't received an answer about my Medicaid application. I've called the main office a million times and they just say it's pending and then I call my case worker and all I get is her answering machine. Could someone please talk to me and tell me what is going on!!! All I want to know is when I can go see my doctor! I'm already in my 2nd trimester and I still haven't seen the doctor. By now I should be able to hear the heartbeat of my little one and that's all I want. I just want the confirmation that my little one is growing in me nice and strong and that there aren't any problems. I am going to call them everyday until I get an answer. It's been 2 months since I sent in the app so I should have an answer soon, right? Ugh. The pain of working with the government.
On a good note Josh and our friends, Joe and Kevin, are diligently working on getting the expedition fixed. It turned out to be a bigger project then they originally thought it would be. I really don't care that it is taking a little longer than expected, I'm just excited that I will be able to drive it again soon. Yay!
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Dear Baby,
Even though I have yet to hear your little heart beating I know that you growing strong. I just want to hear you and feel you. I thank God that He has decided to bless us again with you. That's what you are, a blessing. Stay strong! I love you.
Love,
Momma
Thoughts and feelings about being mommy to my beautiful little girls.
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