One thing I really don't like about being pregnant is having to sleep on my side all the time. I am a back and tummy sleeper most of the time. So having to change my sleep habits is definitely something that I don't really like doing. I have gotten used to sleeping on my side but I guess I slept really weird on my side/back or something the other night because when I woke up the other morning I was crying I was in so much pain. I pulled a muscle on my right side from my neck all the way down my back and it hurts when I barely move. I can pick up Rachel but not for long and if I sit in one place for too long it hurts and if I move too much it hurts. I just need someone to rub my back really good and loosen it up. Ugh, I wish Vessy was here or I could have Ed give me a rub since I know they give amazing massages. Oh well, hopefully it will loosen up soon because it's already starting to drive me insane.
This week so many of my mommy friends have given birth to these beautiful babies and it makes me super excited and impatient for my turn to get here! I can't wait until I can hold my beautiful little bundle of joy but at the same time I can wait. I want to take advantage of this time with just Rachel for a while because everything is going to change once Jolene gets here, and I am looking forward to this new change. I just love being mommy and all the things that come along with it.
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Dear Jolene,
I can't believe that we have around 11 more weeks until you get here. I have loved feeling you tumble all around and feeling you have the hiccups, like right now. I keep getting excited about the idea of you being here but I know you are not quite ready to come out so take all the time you need to grow big and strong, I can wait a little longer. Rachel is getting excited about you being here too, she keeps coming up to me and kissing my tummy saying "baby". When I say that things are going to change, don't feel bad. This is a change that daddy and I are looking forward to. Life will be different for us but in a better way! It changed when your big sister got here so don't worry. I love you with all my heart. Keep kicking away!
Love, Mommy
Thoughts and feelings about being mommy to my beautiful little girls.
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