Week 26 - Antsy

This week has been rather good just really getting excited about having a little girl. I can't believe that I am only 13 weeks away from holding her in my arms. I remember finding out I was pregnant and wondering how I would make it 9 months and now I can't believe that I am already in my 3rd trimester! Time flies by!

Lately I have been feeling really antsy about everything. I'm getting excited to go to Utah and see my family and I'm starting to freak out about the upcoming labor and delivery of my Rachel. We still don't know if we are going to have to move so I have nothing ready for her as in a room. Josh still doesn't have steady work so we are still struggling financially so that's starting to freak me out. (We still have to pay my doctor's bill and whatever the hospital charges when we go in for delivery.) Everything is adding up and I'm starting to get a little worried. But there is one thing that I tell myself all the time that I know is true, God knows what He is doing. There is a reason for everything, a reason why He decided to bless us with this little one now when work is bad. Just knowing that He is in control is all that it takes to keep me from truly freaking out.

Wow, she is freaking out in my tummy right now! :) I think she is trying to tell me it's ok. I love it. I feel her move constantly and I know that that is one thing I am going to miss the most when she arrives. The other day I swear she was head butting me. It didn't feel like a hand or a foot it was round and I swear she was smacking me with her head! Then I felt her punching me. It takes my breath away sometimes but mostly it makes me smile.

Here's some new pics!