Week 19 - Still Kicking & Still in Pain

This week has been good, but today has not. I really don't feel good and I wish I knew why. I hate throwing up and I already did that but I feel like I am going to do it again. I really hope not. My back still hurts but Josh popped it for me last night and it feels a lot better. I was in pain so much that I was crying before he did that and afterwards I felt SOOO much better. I really hope that my back doesn't hurt the whole time that I'm pregnant.

I still can't believe that I am almost halfway through this. Next week we go in again to the doctor for our 20 week ultrasound. I'm excited to see my little girl again and find out for sure that she really is Rachel. Ever Easter I have felt this little kick and move around like crazy. It sucks when she decides to use my bladder as a punching bag. She loves it when I have to go pee so it's nice and full, oh my! After I relieve myself it feels like it's spasming. Kinda painful! But I wouldn't trade it for the world. Well, other than having her here and holding her close.

The joys and pains of pregnancy...I love them and hate them but wouldn't give it up. I am so happy that God decided to bless me with this opportunity to bring one of His little children into the world and love as my own. I am so incredibly thankful.